some days i manage, not so much today
It’s only 5pm and i need a drink(s) right now. Im tired of myself already, all i do is search for bartending jobs online like a fucking maniac and interviews all week. Ive managed to alienate mostly everybody i know.sry but if im not happy im no good to any one. and being in a house where you know your not wanted doesnt help. i barely eat anything, i have to keep reminding my self to eat. just contemplating either watching adventure time till my back hurts or going to sephora and spending the last of what i saved up from my last job before i quit on makeup or nail polish. Or just playing True Blood on the laptop as background noise while i do other useless shit and refresh craigslist every 30 minutes.
